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A Bittersweet Symphony

by Billog

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1.
WELCOME TO HEARTLANDS
2.
Time waits for no one So don’t waste your life Never stop pushing forward Time waits for no one So rise up and fight Life is a battleground So bittersweet but it’s mine I’d never give in, never give up Never give in, never give up! The change starts inside In the heart In the mind Where there’s a will there’s a way
3.
Enraged, Heartbroken By the horrible events, became so common How many more lives must be destroyed on a daily basis? If we don’t change for better, we deserve to die I swear to god we all deserve to die I always lose my already little faith in the whole of human kind Everytime i hear another crucial crime Commited against a little child or a beautiful woman Causing pain for fun, tortured to death WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU ALL?! I will never understand how people could do something like this Doesn’t matter if it’s in your family Doesn’t matter if it makes no sense No words to describe, no reasons just „don’t know why” or „because she told me to” MANKIND HAS TURNED INTO SOMETHING I CAN’T STAND ANYMORE Where is the common sense? Why are we looking the other way? We can’t just ignore all of this We have to stop this nonsense and wipe out the scum We have to rise up and fight Becasue our world is worth fighting for
4.
Miracle 02:47
Here i am again, standing at the crossroads Should i give or keep it up The waiting, the hoping, this constant struggle The dream came true Feelings so pure and powerful I never felt like this Hard to believe, so exquisite Staying strong all along We took this oath What we’ve created Does it stand the test of time? Oh God! I can’t believe that we had to let this go... I don’t want to live like this, without you I never cried this much before I just can’t stop feeling helpless I couldn’t even imagine How hard this would be I don’t want to accept that you might not feel the same! You + Me = We Are You and Me we are a miracle You and Me we are meant to be
5.
The Void 03:47
You are the one and only queen of my heart Without you i am nothing Your absence is making me sick This is the love i was always looking for, all my life This is the love i would die for and will die without I reached the lowest level of solitude Heart breaks, eyes cry, mind lost The big black hole is just growing inside of me Life is meaningless without you I was never so afraid as i am right now I’m afraid of losing you, the meaning of my life I can’t even deal with minutes alone, How could i cope with the years without you? This fucking pain in my stomach and the sleepless nights I want to make them disappear I just want to be with you every single day until the end of time
6.
Dark Half 03:12
This is an open letter to my dark half We’ve had much fun together through the years in the past But now i think i’ve had enough, this is the edge I must change and learn from all the mistakes The time has come to say goodbye Please leave me alone and stay away from me Stay away from me and leave me alone! Just stay away from me and let me be! I’m holding on to Not giving up on myself I cannot undo What i’ve already done But i can try to Be a better person Already ruined almost everything There is no reason for this self destruction I just want another chance to make it right Make everything alright I just want to find the peace of mind This is an open letter to my dark half No more liquid nights and no more waking up With guilt and regret, so much wasted time 21yrs of self destruction, it’s time to say goodbye Farewell my demons farewell my dark half Leaving the darkness and embracing the light I’d better watch my step And never cross the line again I’d better learn from this And let the bullshit go because No more second chances If i cross that line again No more dancing with the death or i will burn in hell
7.
Lone Wolf 01:15
You stupid fuck Won’t you see that you’ve become One of those you always hated so much The ones you always despise and deride Now you’ve become the same kind, if not worse And now you’re left alone Nobody wants to be with you You worked so hard for this You fucking earned everything Now shut your fucking mouth And do what’s right for once in your life Put an end to this and hang yourself high, bye
8.
Disaster Malfunction Solitude and Apathy Dwelling in this Family I’m already used to it but still hurts a lot, breaks my heart The silence is killing me every single time When we gather around Around that fucking table All those special events never mean a thing Just another must, Just another Fight Mother! Father! Brother! This is Not OK! Where did it go wrong? So Wrong Such a big distance between you and me Even if we are sitting next to each other I have to realize this over and over again I’m so sorry to say this, but the gap will never be filled It doesn’t matter how hard we try to make amends So I took a vow to myself, a long time ago I’d never make these mistakes Swear to my heart Cause i wish that no one ever has to taste this bitterness Poisoning my life from day number one

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Csaba Zahorán - bass, vocals
Kristóf Hornyák - drums
Zsolt Gyüre - guitars

Music written by Billog
Lyrics written by Csaba Zahorán
Special Thanks to Tamás Laczkó, Joe Carter-Hawkins

Recorded, mixed and mastered by István Simon @ No Silence Studios, Gyula, Hungary
Cover Artwork by József Károlyi (Swastika Tattoo Hungary)

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released April 18, 2021

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